Oh, this was such a fun night. There were a lot of new faces at the social tonight, and that also meant some new men in my chair. I had many new bears, daddies, sirs and boys in my chair tonight, and even an IML winner.
I also had some of my favourite regulars too.
As the night went on, and I packed up my boot blacking gear, I also did a quick change out of the comfy but practical bootblacking kit to my more appealing leather gear.
There was a lot of fun after that point, which I had been missing.
I have been on SSRIs for the last few months, and one of the side effects is they have deadened my libido. Now I am coming off them, my libido has returned, and I'm feeling more like a sexual being again. It's a part of myself I have sorely missed.
My nipples seemed to hold a particular fascination with a lot of people that night. They were indeed quite prominent and stiff, so quite attention grabbing. It's nice to know a body feature that used to get me bullied as a teenager, like nipples so big they poke out through clothing (hello memories of PE class) are now quite the asset.
So I pretty much went round the room and had a good make out session with a lot of leathermen while my nipples got twisted, licked and generally played with. They are, expectedly, quite sore this morning.
Getting back to feeling sexual and desirable was such a refreshing reset for me.
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